Who Am I?

Sometimes I'm confused at who I really am. Girlfriend? Wife? Mistress? Exotic Writer? "pretend" Porn Star? Slut? Can I be everyone? These days I'm not really sure who I am. I love every roll I've ever played in this stage play that is my life and while the scene may change and the next curtains open for the next Act, I change characters but never leave the old one behind.

I'm not really complaining, just stating a fact. I enjoy the way I live my life, just not sure if the world is ready. I recently told by someone that "You understand life and your role in life....and it appears you are in touch with yourself." That was just a comment in a simple conversation but for me it became a question. Do I really understand life or even myself, or do I use the many sides of me to cover up what I'm lacking in another role I play?

Sorry guys no blog to get you wet today, just questions and doubts of who I really am?

Say My Name

Am I the only one that loves it when I'm called out of my name during sexx. I swear when I'm in the moment and my partner calls me "babe" or "honey" it drives me crazy, and not in a good way. If you putting it down with me, I mean really throwing down where I'm begging you to stop nothing makes me cum faster for you to say "Bitch shut up and take it". I know some folks may think I'm just a little off for that one but I can't help it. I like my sex like a good rap video, nasty and full of curse words.

Any Nicknames out there, or will you folks make me think I'm the only one?

Fact. Fiction. Fantasy.

3 different words but for me they all define my sex life. There is plenty truth to my life behind closed doors. A lot of false stories because many think they know about me but really have no idea and well no sex life is exciting with out Fantasy. My Stories and My Ideas are not an outline to upcoming erotic novel, it is simply My Life.

I'm still new to exposing who I am so let me ease in at my own pace if you don't mind. But if you are going to sit around and read all about my life, I would like to know a little about you if you don't mind.

Fact: I'm never completely satisfied

Fiction: I like to be in control in the bedroom.

Fantasy: Lights, Camera, Action.

YOUR TURN: Fact? Fiction? Fantasy?