Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Who Am I?

Sometimes I'm confused at who I really am. Girlfriend? Wife? Mistress? Exotic Writer? "pretend" Porn Star? Slut? Can I be everyone? These days I'm not really sure who I am. I love every roll I've ever played in this stage play that is my life and while the scene may change and the next curtains open for the next Act, I change characters but never leave the old one behind.

I'm not really complaining, just stating a fact. I enjoy the way I live my life, just not sure if the world is ready. I recently told by someone that "You understand life and your role in life....and it appears you are in touch with yourself." That was just a comment in a simple conversation but for me it became a question. Do I really understand life or even myself, or do I use the many sides of me to cover up what I'm lacking in another role I play?

Sorry guys no blog to get you wet today, just questions and doubts of who I really am?

2 comments:

Don said...

i would love to hear your answer...

Perri Forrest said...

Many roles in life...I have them as well. Do I understand them? I can't say that I do. However, now that you pose the question, it makes me want to investigate a little further into myself. I think I have always seen it as sort of an imbalance because, afterall, who can have so many personas? Yet, it makes sense that it could very well be and still have a healthy existence/outlook.

Thought provoking...thx